Having given my excuses to Childline for missing my shift on monday due to Moot prep, I've just had to email them again, offering them more apologies for missing another shift.

I hate letting people down and once I've committed to something, I like to see it through, but tonight I just can't. I feel like my  week has been wonderful and wretched in equal parts. The huge, mounting pile of work I have to do is really unnerving me, and despite feeling very productive yesterday, I keep getting that horrible sinking feeling that tells me I'm not working hard enough.

I knew I'd have to skip my shift today when I started crying in the kitchen earlier. I've no idea what set me off, but suddenly, everything became just a little unbearable.

In my current mood, I'd be more of a liability than an asset...